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24Feb/045

this bitchin’ secret cave

I pledge alligiance, to whatever I like.
This morning I woke up thinking it was Wednesday. I even checked my calendar to see what I had going on. I don't know why, I guess I'm just thinking ahead or something. Looking forward to the weekend perhaps. I kinda wish it was Wednesday.

Man, last night was a crazy dream night. I woke up with so many dreams still lingering in my head. The main one I can remember involves being naked in public places. I found that strange. I mean, I've heard of the classic "at school naked" dreams, but I've never actually had one. I this dream, I was about to take a shower - so I stripped off my boxers and started walking to the shower. Only thing was, I was at work. To make matters worse, the bathroom at work with the shower was on a different floor than I was, and I hadn't realized it. Funny since there are no showers at work. In my dream I realized about halfway to where the shower-equipped bathroom should be that I was on the wrong floor. At that point I was stuck. At first I started looking for another bathroom to duck into, but there were none on whatever floor I was on. So I had to walk back to wherever I had come from, stark naked. I remember trying to act like it was all normal as hell, ignoring the stares from strangers. At one point I think the scene changed from work to a shopping mall - just for added humiliation I think. You know how dreams are. Anyway, I remember being all self-conscious and terrified. Strange dream.

The other dream I remember is, I think, somewhat of a revisit to a dream that's slowly becoming a recurring one. In the only other two recurring dreams I have, the scenery is what makes them "recurring." However, in this dream - it's the events that happen the same, not necessarily the surroundings. I think I wrote about it before, but it involves swimming or diving underwater and discovering a hidden cave. Often I'm trying to escape from someone, or hiding from something underwater. Then I always find this bitchin' secret cave, which in my head is kinda similar to One-Eyed Willie's pirate ship cave from the Goonies. One element of the story that never fails - there's always a ladder leading down a small rock-chimney into the cave proper. I think the ladder and underwater/secret cave must signify something, but I dunno what.

There was even another dream, where I was living or at least staying in a trailer park. I was the friend of a woman who was in the middle of a failing marriage. I recall lying down in the room where I was staying, hearing them fight, and feeling sad. I remember seeing her in her all-black underwear, crying on a bed in the room across the hall after the fight was over. I think that's when I left to take a shower... and it turned into the naked-at-work thing from above. Such crazy dreams, I never remember them like that. Wonder if the dream-gods are trying to communicate with me or something.

Well, off dreams and onto reality. I saw the governor on TV this morning before work, talking about the two propositions he's got on the March ballot. Since I have no idea what either is, I wanted to check it out. On the commercial, if I understood the Austrian accent right, Arnold describes the two propositions as: One to balance the budget and stop the overspending, and one to "tear up the credit card for good." I liked the credit card analogy at least. Anyway, from what he said in the thirty-second spot, both items sounded reasonable to me. However, being a child of the ever-mistrusting Gen X, I wanted to do a bit o' research for myself. I found this site which summarizes the current propositions, as well as this one. I found this "yes" site for 56, as well as this "no" site. I found this "yes" site for 57 and 58, and couldn't seem to find a "no" site. So, I started reading.

After some research, I think I figured out the following: Prop 56 eases the quorum by which a budget is passed - requiring only a 55% vote versus the current 2/3. It also sets aside money for "certain circumstances." I'm assuming that is the equivalent of me putting extra dough into savings for "what if's." Also, and I like this part, if the budget isn't balanced, the governor and legislature don't get paid. The opposition to this one say that it also makes it too easy for the legislature to approve tax hikes without enough constituent representation. Prop 57 is getting us some near-term savings by getting what's essentially a debt refi bond, giving us lower payments over more time (the whole time-vs.-money thing again). Prop 58 makes a balanced state budget a constitutional requirement, and limits the taking out of new bonds to solve the problem (this must be "tearing up the credit card for good"). To me, 56 and 58 sound logical, while Prop 57 sounds kinda iffy. Then again, 56 could be dangerous in that a slim majority (55%) could potentially pass bad stuff. Seems like 57 and 58 enjoy some bipartisan support (1st Google link), which is interesting.

Well, there's an ignorant voter's take on what these things mean. At least I feel better for looking into it, now I can vote with some knowledge. I still don't know if I trust the websites I read... it's times like these when I need my politico friend Kristi to walk me through the stuff, so I can get a better handle on it. Owell.

Wanna see what Anthony's gay ass did? He made a color-coded spreadsheet to figure out who owes who what for our recent concertgoing. You can tell he made it, because I ended up owing everyone everything. Peace out y'allz. On the real.


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  1. Dude, I´ve had so many of those "naked/in my undies in a public place" dreams I´ve lost count. The one that really freaked me out, though, was when I had one of those dreams, and then later in the dream I was talking to a friend about the whole embarrassing incident, and I said something like, "That´s never happened to me before, it´s only happened in my dreams." I was talking about my dreams, IN MY DREAM! W-E-I-R-D. It freaked me out so much the next day I was looking over my shoulder half expecting to be hit by a bus or something like that. Not that I´m normally a superstitious person.

    Oh, and you have a few links in the blog that apparently didn´t show up.

  2. ummm— i would like a credit to my account for the hotel please. can you use gold shading please?

  3. Yeah, I guess it was my 1st official "naked in public" dream. Wonder if that means I´m finally hitting puberty or something. Yeah! More body hair!

  4. You guys, paying for concert tickets! The last concert I went to (the notwist) was free. It was pretty good. Ben must really like them too because the spreadsheet says he bought two tickets for himself. I think he was worried about losing one or something.

  5. I’ve had the same dream 4 or five times a year since I can remember. Starts with me looking down on a huge “game board” made of water with the game pieces floating on top. Every once in a while a piece floats near the edge and falls off. For some reason this is VERY upsetting to me and I try to keep them all away from the edges but the game board is too big and they keep falling off. The dream always ends with movie credits that I can’t read. I call it the GOD dream cuz I imagine that’s how god must feel while trying to keep idiots like me from falling. Any ideas?


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